WONDERING

I still wonder... how much people can I hurt befoe I stop hurting me...

don`t know how much pain.. or how many tears... is kind of sad wonder about this staff...

don`t know a lot of things... but I didn`t feelt them either...

my heart can beat really fast... and I, in stead of thinking about the miracle of love... I just think Im maybe overdose...

my heart can beat realy slow... and I dont think about the relax or peace -n-quiet... I just believe my time has come... -n- death has finally catch up with me...

there`s always a darker explanation about what happend to me... there`s nothing simple, good or just normal about it..

why can`t I stop... why can`t I think in a different way...

what the hell is wrong with me??